I am starting to get so anxious to have Landen, no wait, not starting I am! I am nervous and fidgety. I can't hardly stand it. I have no control over when he comes and it is totally killing me. I never thought of myself as a control freak, but I guess I must be. I like to plan things and this I couldn't plan. Even when I was trying to get pregnant it didn't work with "my plan".
I have cleaned the kitchen literally from top to bottom, I have organized and reorganized the closets, and I have done enough laundry for an entire year. I just wish I could get as motivated to do grade cards as I am cleaning and preparing for Landen! But, I will get them done in time, I still have until January 7th! This nesting thing is great, but for some reason it only hits me at like 10:30 pm now. I have been cleaning for months, but now I am exhausted until the clock hits about 10:30 and then the dust starts flying!! (If there was any left)
Oh, and to add to my anxiety we are going to have a stinkin' snow/ice storm again tonight! I am supposed to go to the doctor tomorrow afternoon and I REALLY want to go. I want to find out if I have made any progression! So....the roads better be clear by 2:00 tomorrow afternoon. I want he to hurry up and come, but I also don't want to drive to Topeka in a snow storm going 20 mph!
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